another way...

it is a boring day...and there is nothing much that i can do to make it any interesting.
a passing thought...of interesting times, of being charmed by the 'not knowing' status in life...

a question - now most feared - 'where am i headed?'
the answer not known, the uncertainty looms over and often i cannot breath due to the weight of this question.

proudly i amuse myself by saying "i am headed nowhere!"

but then it is just for amusement's sake...the reality far too shaking!